Please don't change a thing between us.

WE WILL STILL STAY AS ONE RIGHT?

The day's been pretty wet for me, always in tears whenever i'm reminded of it. Oh why, am i being so soft? Oh Allah, PLEASE MAKE ME STRONGER. PLEASE MAKE ME STRONG TO OVERCOME ALL THIS SEPARATION AND FRIENDSHIP MATTERS. PLEASE DON'T LET THEIR DECISION AFFECT ANY SINGLE THING.


I wouldn't have been so much in tears if Dinee didn't bump into me and hugged me real tight. Oh babe, how much i miss those hugs from you. I COULDN'T utter a single word, nor could i look in her eyes. Everytime i tried, i failed. You still tried to talk out the whole mess, you still bothered to wipe my tears, you still bothered to look into my eyes and give me a warm hug. Thank you sayang, thank you for making us understand your sincere intentions, for clearing up the whole mess. Thank you for hugging me and wiping off my tears.


Dineesha Mahtani, i'm not angry at you for being in main comm, really. my main concern is that we'll be further drifted apart. It's not that i think you lack the experience or you're incapable. You've taken up a great responsibility. Just so you know, i'll be here for you. I will support you. I'll still be there to catch you when you fall, to warn you of your smudged eyeliner, to say whether your hair looks big. I hope i will still be the nenek in your life.


NO WORDS CAN SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU SAYANG. <3<3<3


To Amjad, Firdaus and Qhai, you might not be a significant part of my life, but you all hold a place in my heart. All the best!


Thank you all for the concern. questions of my red eyes and nose. :)




On a lighter note, the day was summed up with a doubles dinner at Pizza Hut! It was his binge day, so it didn't matter. For the 3 of us, anything goes. haha!